I sleep with my stepdad at night when he comes home late, naked and hoping for anything but protection against pregnancy

When I came home last night and got into a fight with my guy friend, I missed my stepdad. Well, I longed for intimacy and thereby I slept with this man in the shortest time possible, and oftentimes the contraceptives were left in the drawer. Further clandestine meetings ensued and I initiated most of the time as I had grown to need his sexual release.